these thoughts will slowly cripple my mind and eventually bring me to my knees
i ask of you to let me be this agony is something you cant see
quiet voices surround me whispering my fate
foreshadowing every step that ill ever make
i no longer know myself another
blank book on a shelf
you’ll never know the beginning or ending to this story
despite my true intentions i am always misunderstood
let the shame make its way into my name
in the wake of my mistakes i begin to give and take what’s been left behind
this narrow path guides me further into the depths of my despair
this cycle continues to wear away the pigment of my skin
leaving a trail of what use to be
i no longer resemble my self
in desperate acts to out weigh the bad with good
i will continue to fail with the uncertainty of my actions
i cant explain this i don’t know where to begin
my patience is wearing thin